Ignorance Is Bliss

A friend tried to advocate this as a way of life to me. At first, I denied this ideology, thinking how one could ever live their life based on lies. Only fifteen minutes later, I came to appreciate this philosophy.

I sometimes still think that what happened was a dream. I sometimes still doubt reality. This, I believe, is my subconscious attempting to achieve a state of extreme happiness by denying what had happened. But the matter of fact is that it did happen and there is no way to deny it. So I have decided that I will not risk my friendship by gambling on ignorance. I suspected that there would be pain on your part but I felt it was for the best. I am truly sorry for this hurt and I hope that it will only be short-lived.

I guess the next question on all our lips now is why. The reasons for these actions are still only partially known at this stage. But I can openly speak about my part. I suspect that I may still have had residual feelings as well. Although such feelings were not as strong and such residuals were not as abundant, it was kindled by a medium too powerful for me to resist. It was very unexpected event as well; I was not able to fully consider the consequences of it all. I am not yet exactly sure how to proceed from here right now, but I definitely know what I will not do.

After an event like this, change is inevitable. I hope these changes to be positive to all of us and I will do my best to ensure that.

Mea Culpa

ps: There will also be no comments from me about this matter and I ask of the others not to inquire into this any further as of yet. Thanks.